Balance

http://bayousolar.com/bottega-veneta-wallet-223.html There are so many things I want to do & get done. I feel like I barely do any of them. My mental to –do list is long. Life is such a game of balance.

There are so many things to juggle in life. I want to write more, I want to take more photos, Practice my ukulele, Paint, Make a sign for market stall, prepare for my market stall, Spend more time in my vegie garden, organise a sample of my photography on my website, see/ talk to friends & family, op shop, paint my toenails!

They are just the things I want to do. The things I have to do are even more as they have to be done daily; Clean, cook, wash, fit in more exercise, etc – the never ending cycle. It overwhelms me at times.

I want to use my time while I’m not working wisely, I want to be creative. I want to steer my life in a new direction. I have this rare opportunity. But I seem to be getting no-where in a hurry. The main reason is my baby is sooo time consuming. I’m hurrying to type this out while she is asleep. She still rarely sleeps more than 1 hour & often it’s only ½ hour. I am enjoying looking after her, 10 ½ months is a fantastic age. She is just this amazing little scientist, discovering & enjoying the wonders of the world. But when she wakes more than once in a night (like last night)– it sends me wobbling backwards, I still get angry & tired. I want more sleep! I want more time. I want more balance!

Yay I got a post done & bubby is still asleep (1 hour 24 mins) It’s nice to achieve something!